Lie

Lie with your words

Purple and pink in the night sky

Tell me you love me

Tell me you will never leave my side

Tell me I’m beautiful

Tell me I’m yours

Tell me all the things you told her -

And her

….and her.

Lie with your actions

Heavy

Pressure

Can’t breath

Sweat

Ecstasy for a moment in time just to be filled with –

Filth

Self-hatred

Vertigo

I hate you –

Mostly myself

Do it

Do it again -

Again

…again

Lie to me, self

Lie to me, soul

Skew my perception

Lie to me

Lie to me, please. 

Turn on the spotlight - Just for a moment…

Linger

Before the dark comes to consume me all over again

Similarities

There is nothing and everything at the same time

There is joy and happiness, yet all the soul wants is to reside in nothing

How can everything be so handsome and yet the soul is so lost?

A bird finds its way at last through the sky naturally, but how can this soul not yet fly

Addiction

There is nothing the soul has not felt that any other has not

This is nothing new, nothing outstanding, or impossible to comprehend

How does the same sentiment play out each time?

The wound is always so fresh with its metallic taste